Saturday, November 28, 2009

Internal Engine

I love my camera much more now.. because it smells like you.

One dollar at a time, one day at a time, and one lifetime with you.

Here we are again... Any progress this time?

I really need to wipe you down, clean inside and out.

Some habits need to die, and real fast. Pick up the pace. You've got a lot of work to do.

New- people are pretty awesome! Not exactly buying, but being kind.

I'm going to push your buttons!

Ear piercing! I want one! Only if you get one.

If you come to me with intentions of a friendship with benefits--you're out my life.

It's abused much too often. The point is to save it for important people. Practice make "perfect"-- but you disgust me. You're a fucking cunt you nasty faggot. You give us a bad reputation.

Fuck you.

There are many many things I like about you.

But there's one thing I love about you..and that's you being you.

Everyday I wake up, hoping it's a good day. I need my daily dose of you. Without you, I'm pretty much empty inside.

I have a lot to give--but I can't give it all to you at once.. I want to save some for later. For those "I'm never going to forget this day" moments.

The bumps in the road are not wonderful.. I don't look forward to them, yet I do. Because it will make our relationship stronger--thus better in the end. The end is when you die. The end is when I die. The end is when we both die. Forever, I can love you.

I must admit, I'm scared at times because I don't want to fuck it up. I think both of us are genuine and one of a kind.

I can't stand being upset. I can't imagine being upset with you. I have some things I need to fix about myself. I am imperfect. But I am still me and always will be me. I will always be here, there, and everywhere for you.

For if you need to fall, I will catch you--and if need be, I will fall with you. And if you need to escape, I will take you to an island--and if need be, we can get lost together.

What more can I say? Those three itty bitty words with such intense meaning..is what I feel. It's how I feel. Whenever your name comes up, I feel happy.

Some days, we won’t say those three words.

It's one thing to say I love you, but another thing to show it.

How do you want me to show it? How do you want me to give it?

I wish I could be like you sometimes. Sometimes I wish I was you.

I've crawled out of a dark hole because I saw something bright. It was you. I was afraid to come out of my hole, but once I saw how nice you were--I was ever so regretful for even staying in that hole. If only you came sooner. But the point is, you came. I saw. And we conquered.

You are the best thing/person to ever come into my life. I plan to have those feel good moments with you. I want to be next to you. I hope you will be next to me--for the tree is still growing.

I love you.

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