Discovery: December 2009

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Monster

Baby let's dance in the dark! Because if Alejandro, Roberto, or Fernando sees us--we're going to get our brains and hearts eaten! The three of them are still mad at me because of our previous bad romance. I got so caught up in them. They wanted my ugly and disease. I gave it to them for free. Always saying, "You know that I want you, and you know that I need you" but I did it in revenge. Since they wanted my revenge. Eventually I became a free bitch because I walked and walked for fashion. Just don't call my name. I have both hands in my pocket so I wont wave. Also because I wont look at you. Nothing to lose anymore. I'm not his "babe" anymore. He's just a baby. Those boys were monsters. But he was indeed a monster in bed. Always tearing my clothes off. I loved that boy. Oh boy, he left me speechless though. I still wonder if I could fix him. I can't believe I gave it all up for him. Anyways, I'll provide the silicone and saline as long as you show me your teeth you monster! That tramp, no, that vamp! Find your freedom he used to say. I remember he used to call me all the time. I'd tell him STOP CALLING! I don't wanna think anymore! I don't wanna talk anymore! I used to leave my head and heart on the dance floor. I left them all. In the silence of the night, through all the tears and all the lies--I always had a good time. So happy, that I could die. And it was alright. I was vain, but as much as I allowed myself to be. I just wanted his sex. haha! Always taking a bite of me. I've done it before, so he was never scared. I opened my mouth for him. He was my religion. My addiction. I'm not perfect. I needed a man. He always tied my hands up, and I showed him my love. His teeth. It was indeed...

A bad romance..